Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Kick in the arse

Sometimes, you look around at your life and you think.... I feel kinda lost - I know I'm not 100% in the place I'm supposed to be, but I'm too content/complacent/whatever to shake things up. 

Well, today I found out that my firm is winding down... and that I have to go look for a new job... a prospect that is simultaneously absolutely terrifying and exciting.  I feel like my job has been stuck in neutral for the past 9-12 months and... hopefully this is just the kick in the arse I need?

I guess I'm scared b/c (1)  unfortunately, most of the jobs in my field are in NYC or San Francisco or Chicago... but there are some in Boston as well... (2) it's not the best time in the world to think of getting a new job and (3) fear of the unknown. 

What I need is a drink!  and for my heart to stop beating so effing fast. 

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